ques: Please don't make fun.?

Ok..I've posted this before, and while I got a lot of kind responses I never really got what I was looking for..so I'll ask again. The thing is I have what is called a hypno. I get turned on by seeing attractive people hpnotized and being hypnotized myself. IT started about a year ago after volunteering for this x rated hypnotist in my sorority. The whole thing felt veyr relaxing and very . The show was of an bent, meaning we did a lot of nasty stuff like give head to lolipops and have an from a foot rub or " gun" After this show I've been incredibly turned on by hypnosis and am worried that I might have messed myself up ually..or something. Anyway..what I want to know is am I normal..or what. I still get turned on by normal , just hypnosis really gets me hot...My BF thinks im stupid..so..yeah..what should I do.